•thoughts from my heart•

A Happy (belated) Mother’s Day to all the Mothers in my life, especially my own. I will refrain from writing a novel, but THANK GOD for you my dearest Mommy! I hope one day I can just somewhat emulate you in my motherhood journey. Undecided, but next post I may write about Mother’s Day from […]

An Escape From Reality

*I will get to the really really sh*tty news in my next post.* (Thursday April 28…As I write, I have dueling snoring occurring in bed. Reese. Chris. Reese. Chris. WOW. I have a voice recording to prove it.) I shared in my last post my brother and his darling (one of her fav words) girlfriend came to visit us April 20-25. We […]

The Roller Coaster Ride Continues

A great deal has transpired, and I don’t know exactly where to begin, but due to my self diagnosed partial OCD, I will go in sequential order. When I last wrote… It was Tuesday April 19th…my birthday. And another bad news day. After work that day, I went to Acu, where I cried for a solid […]

Absolutely Unreal

I am at a loss for words. Why? Why? Why? This is so freaking unfair. Just as I predicted. Ol’ Negative Nancy (me) has struck accurate again. Happy f-ing birthday to me. I will keep this short, not sweet… I had my Starbucks. Adele was on the radio. I wore all my lucky jewelry. Appointment […]

I have officially hit crazy

Hello to all the lovely people who are reading this! Hope you had a nice weekend. As I posted to FB and Insta last week… I took my last birth control pill Friday April 8th (THANK GOD!) I do NOT want to see those nasty little things for a very LONG time…or at least until we […]

Dreaded Ectopic Pregnancy Cont.

To complete the Dreaded Ectopic Pregnancy… This calendar of events is more for my recollection. *I completely understand if you do not want to read in its entirety, but please read March 25th for a good laugh. •First Blood Draw Wednesday March 4th – hCG 246, great first number. PREGNANT!! •Second Blood Draw Friday March 6th – hCG 350, didn’t double […]