|Childless|Jobless|Homeless|

Trust me, I am not in as bad of shape as the title makes it sound, but at times have felt a bit rough. I cannot believe a month has gone by since I last wrote. I have been so incredibly busy, which is a very good thing, and my God life has been a combination of […]

She’s HERE, so let’s begin…again…I hope

Written Thursday May 12th First…LET’S GO BLUES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW! I am pumped! Second…Has anyone had a stye in their eye? Oh my gosh, so freaking painful! And for the IVF/FET update…I am sure you have been waiting anxiously for this news (kidding)… Aunt Flo has arrived…with a vengeance! My gosh, did she miss me or something? […]

•thoughts from my heart•

A Happy (belated) Mother’s Day to all the Mothers in my life, especially my own. I will refrain from writing a novel, but THANK GOD for you my dearest Mommy! I hope one day I can just somewhat emulate you in my motherhood journey. Undecided, but next post I may write about Mother’s Day from […]

An Escape From Reality

*I will get to the really really sh*tty news in my next post.* (Thursday April 28…As I write, I have dueling snoring occurring in bed. Reese. Chris. Reese. Chris. WOW. I have a voice recording to prove it.) I shared in my last post my brother and his darling (one of her fav words) girlfriend came to visit us April 20-25. We […]

The Roller Coaster Ride Continues

A great deal has transpired, and I don’t know exactly where to begin, but due to my self diagnosed partial OCD, I will go in sequential order. When I last wrote… It was Tuesday April 19th…my birthday. And another bad news day. After work that day, I went to Acu, where I cried for a solid […]

Absolutely Unreal

I am at a loss for words. Why? Why? Why? This is so freaking unfair. Just as I predicted. Ol’ Negative Nancy (me) has struck accurate again. Happy f-ing birthday to me. I will keep this short, not sweet… I had my Starbucks. Adele was on the radio. I wore all my lucky jewelry. Appointment […]